I’ve been cheating on my boyfriend every opportunity I get if I’m being honestI just can’t help myself from doing it.
I’m feeling like I’m addicted to sex if I’m being honest with myself
I just love the feeling of it being inside me or having one in my mouth.
I’m a slut basically a slut.
I was ill for years when I was in my teens I wasn’t doing anything other kids were doing growing up.
I was mostly in hospital very ill
From the age of 12 until I was 22,
Then with the way I looked I wasn’t the prettiest girl if me and other girl stood beside each other and you were to pick you pick the other girl all day.
I have bright red well ginger hair freckles spots all over my face they were worse around my mouth and down on my chin.
I have very small breasts they are small like a couple of bee Sting’s.
My figure it’s ok I’m a size 8.
I remember the first time I went out into a pub.
The people all looking like they were enjoying themselves the music.
The smell.
I was 23 years old when I eventually lost my virginity.
It wasn’t very pleasant it was messy and horrible very painful I’ll never forget that pain as he’s pushing himself up inside me oh gosh it was a pain like nothing else.
It was over in about a minute I would have been better wanking him off instead.
Took more time getting ready again than the shag I had just had.
Anyway I have a boyfriend and we were taking it easy before we had sex I really like him so much he’s a great person to be with
But the sex it’s rather dull and boring
Always the same position him on top going at it for a minute or two then it’s over as usual. I was getting frustrated with him if I’m being honest
I used to finger myself off after he left to go home.
That’s my normal routine.
I was always looking forward to him going so I could actually do it to myself .
I had even got myself a dildo
Believe me I have more fun using my dildo on myself.
I was at college and I made friends with this girl and I started going out with her at the weekends.
We would go into different bars before going to a different club every weekend.
I was really enjoying myself it felt really good getting out and about instead of staying in constantly which my boyfriend likes to do.
It was about the second time I was out with her and these guys were over talking to us I was really enjoying the attention from this guy.
We were dancing together talking having drinks having a good laugh.
But he’s still showing me all this attention which I really like.
My friend was kissing his friend
So I started kissing him
And I was enjoying it
We were outside the club behind this shop standing there kissing again
He’s touching my breasts under my top with my bra away from them.
He’s got his hand down between my legs which felt really good especially when he put his hand down inside my knickers and started touching me I was really enjoying the attention from him.
I was wanking him off standing there as he’s fingering me.
It was good. That’s what I was wanting from my boyfriend but he never did show me anything like this.
My friend standing next to me kneeling down in front of this other guy with her mouth down around on his cock.
I’ve never done anything like that but I was willing to give it a go.
So I’m kneeling down in front of him putting my mouth on his cock I’m just sucking on it tight as I’m wanking him off he’s coming inside my mouth it feels weird having this gooey lumpy salty tasting stuff in my mouth I’ve wanking him off until nothing else was coming out.
I was swallowing it standing back up again
He’s looking at me saying that felt great thanks.
I was really enjoying myself being with him.
I never fucked him.
My friend finishes and they were going there way as we went ours.
I was all excited about what I had just done I actually enjoyed it.
The next weekend when I was out we were asked back to this guy’s house
I’m in the living room lying on the sofa with my knickers and leggings off legs wide open as this guy was really fucking me it felt so good
I was enjoying the attention from me as he’s fucking me holding me kissing me passionate as we were fucking on the sofa.
It felt great.
As he’s lying on top of me after fucking me hugging me still kissing me
Before he gets off me.
I’ve tried to get my boyfriend to do things like that with me but nothing.
I was out the following weekend with my friend we were with these guys we were outside the club.
I’m up against the wall with my knickers and leggings hanging on over my other leg as I’ve got this leg around him as he’s fucking me up against this wall
It felt so intense I actually came as he’s fucking me.
I gave him a blowjob before he left
I was actually starting to lose count of the amount of different guys I was fucking or giving blowjobs too.
This one guy when we were back at his he’s fucked me doggy style which felt amazing I actually came as he’s fucking me
I really enjoyed that position it felt so intense deeper up inside me touching all the right buttons for me.
This other guy he’s fucking me when he asks me to sit on his lap I was sitting on top of his cock fucking him that was great.
I was really enjoying myself I was really enjoying the attention they showed me especially when they were fucking me it made me feel good.
It was 3 weeks later I missed my period I was pregnant I didn’t know who the dad was I had slept with that many different guys I felt disgusted with myself when I was asked who the dad was.
I didn’t know how to answer.
I felt so embarrassed disgusted with myself.
I didn’t want to have a baby I had decided to have a abortion my friend came with me and I was back home the same day.
I was sad about what I had done but I didn’t know what guy it was that got me pregnant.
It was weeks later when I went back out.
I still wasn’t ready for fucking
So I was just wanking guys off.
I didn’t even give them blowjobs I didn’t want to.
I didn’t even have sex with my boyfriend I was saying it was my period giving him a wank asking if he wanted a blowjob he’s saying it’s ok
I just carried on wanking him off.
I ended up dumping him that night I couldn’t take it anymore.
He was driving me mad, crazy, insane,
Before he left he’s telling me that I was absolutely crap at fucking so I was so boring at doing it.
If only he knew the truth.
I never said anything to him about anything.
I’ve never seen him again.
I started going back out again and I was carrying condoms with me.
Even my friend was using them now after me getting pregnant.
Some guys wouldn’t put them on so it was no sex for him.
I wasn’t doing it without using one.
Some guys were more than happy to use it as long as he’s getting a fuck I suppose.
I started going through a lot of condoms.
I even used the female condom at times but it felt weird hanging out off my pussy.
But I wasn’t getting pregnant again.
I was getting fucked with this guy one night in his room it wasn’t after until he finished we noticed that the condom has burst so it was off to the chemist in the morning for the morning after pill.
Yeah I was still having sex but using condoms.
I wouldn’t have sex with anyone now unless they used a condom while doing it to me.
