I learnt about sex by my mums dildos and it was a big learning curve.
My name is Casey . I’m now 17 but this all started when I was 15 . Alittle back ground to start with . I did school from home . Living I’m a remote area made it to hard to go to a normal school . Mum worked so I was always home alone during the day . Well by 15 I was really getting curious about my body and was getting curious about sex . It all started out so innocent . For a few weeks I would touch my pussy during showers and it felt really nice . Then after alittle bit when I was in bed at night I would rub my pussy . I’d make myself so hot and wet . When I started to insert my finger into myself I reached a point where it hurt . I read online a few things . I worked out reaching my hymen was what was making it hurt . I’d always get to that point and not go any further . Some nights I’d over hear mum moaning . She was always so quiet . I guess it was so that I wouldn’t hear . I never had the nerve to peek in to see what was making her moan . But one day I decided to sneak into her room while she was at work . I don’t think i really had any idea what I was expecting to find . I started on the top draw on her bedside draws . All I found was some paper work . The second draw just had some of her bras in it . The third was just her panties . Then my eyes opened wide when I pulled open the fourth draw . Seeing a bottle if lube was a shock enough but to see three life like cock dildos of different sizes shocked me . But of all things to see a huge black one was more than I could of thought my mum would ever have . I quickly closed the draw and went back to my room . Let’s say the next week alot of the time I would be thinking about them as I played with myself . Sometimes in a bad way as I would be thinking about my mum using them . Just over a week went by and then I couldn’t help myself . I got a ruler and went to her room . I got the smallest one out and it was 6 inches long and well not all that round in girth . I got the second one out . I thought to myself how on earth when I saw it was 8 inches long and well thicker . I didn’t really want to know what the black one was . The first thing I noticed was a could hardly close my hand around it as it was that thick . I layed it beside the ruler and gasped as I saw it reach the 11 inch area of the ruler . I placed them back as they were . The next few days all I could do was think about them . Yes playing with myself was fun but I wanted to lose my virginity . I wanted to feel a cock inside of me . I knew being so isolated I wasn’t going to get a real guy to anytime soon . So I was so wanting to fuck myself with them . Well I finally got up the nerve to do it . I went to her room and grabbed the smallest one out of her draw . I went back to my room and layed on my bed. I took of my pants and just started to rub my clit and pussy . As normal it didn’t take to long to get wet . I started to run the dildo along my slit . Omg was my heart beating so fast . I think part of it wanting this so much and part of being so scared of what I was about to do . I gasped and grunted as I pushed the head of the dildo inside of me . I instantly felt my pussy stretching to accommodate it . One or two of my little fingers was one thing but feeling the head of that dildo inside me was so weird . I started to move it . I grunted as I felt more of it go in . My pussy already feeling so streached and filled up . Then I felt it . The dildo had reached my hymen . I thought well no turning back now . I pulled it back and then pushed it as hard as I could . I screamed so loud and could feel my tears running down my face as I had just taken my virginty with the dildo . It was hurting so bad . I was there sobbing and crying . But after a few minutes and with most of my body saying to me to stop I kept going . I wanted to orgasm and cum with this dildo . I started to ever do gently fuck myself with it . I could see traces of blood on it . I was still grunting to my thrusts as it still hurt . I wanted to be moaning . As I kept going the pain lessened and I started to thrust my hips with the dildo . I was shocked at how deep it was getting . My grunts turning into moans . I could feel just how wet I Waa getting now . My while body starting to tingle . My breathing getting deeper . I was moaning out . I could feel it coming . I moved that dildo faster . That’s all it took . The best orgasm I’d had this far into my life took over me . I was shaking like crazy . I layed thrusting that dildo as I orgasmed and cummed . I then just layed there with it stuck in me . I could feel me pussy twitching and the dildo slowly sliding out if me . After about 15 minutes I got up and washed it off . Dried it and placed it back in her draw . For the next couple of months each few days I would fuck myself with it . All the time it just got better and better . Each time less pain till all I felt was pleasure from it . Then I finally took the next step . I decided to try the second one she had . Omg this was a whole new feeling . It hurt but I different kind of pain . A pain of having something so thick and long streaching my pussy . The more I pushed the more I felt my pussy streaching . At one point it felt like I was all but tearing . It went in so deep . I grunted out loud each time it hit my cervix . Omg it was more like a discomfort than a pain in the end . I didn’t orgasm or cum with this one the first time . Over the next few weeks more and more I tried with it . My pussy slowly getting use to taking its size . Eventually even getting to ogasm with it . That one even got me to squirt for the first time . I spent 4 months using them two . I was leys say addicted to having something inside of me . So many nights I wished I could of kept one and slept with it inside of me . But I always thought what if she finds one missing then I’d be in trouble . Well I’d sort of found a back door pass my mums security on my laptop and found some porn . Nit much but enough to see some females riding dildos . I thought well maybe that’s how I should try her biggest one . It took me so long to get the courage to even get close to thinking about taking it . It still scared me the pure size of it . But the day came and I went and got it . I went to the bathroom as there gad tiles and this one had like a suction thing at the base . I licjed the suction section and stuck it to the floor . I fully stripped off . I knew I just had to do this . I knew again I’d be feeling discomfort . I wasn’t wrong at all trust me . I started to lower my body down . I yelped out so loud as just head felt like I was being ripped open . I had tears rolling down my face . This will sound so weird but I got a idea in my head . I got off it and went to the bathroom draws and got out my make up mirror and placed it at the base of the dildo . Then I started to lower myself onto it again . I looked down at the mirror and watched my pussy streacing so fucking wide open . I was shocked seeing the head of it opening me up . Then as I kept moving watching more of it going into me . I couldn’t get all of it in it was just to big . I watched the lips of my pussy sliding up and down it as I moved my body up and down on it . They were looking so puffed and red . I worked on that dildo for like 20 minutes till my body just couldn’t take it anymore . My pussy was aching . I just collapsed on the floor . After a couple of minutes I used the mirror to look at my pussy and it was fully gapped open and so damn red . Well if there are any other girls out there that have a story like mine that would like to talk please add a way I can contact you in the comments .
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