My first time having sex, if being honest I really didn’t like it
Ok I’m twenty one years old, female, and I was still a virgin,
I was really inexperienced when it comes to sex, I had only kissed one guy done nothing else with him, I wouldn’t even let him touch my breasts over my top,
I had never seen a guy’s penis I was really worried, scared, I panicked at the thought of it as I didn’t know what to do,
Anyway back to the story, I had gone on holiday with my parents it was abroad
My parents were going away most days leaving me sitting next to the pool in the hotel,
I had been various places with them but I was just wanting to be by myself for a while so I started staying at the pool
I was listening to music or reading my book
While I was lying on the sunlounger,
I was wearing my two piece bikini
I was slim ,my breasts aren’t big if being honest,
I’ve got ginger hair, freckles across my face on my nose, I had acne on my chin
I’m only 5’2 in height, Im nothing special
Anyway this day I was actually drinking while I was at the pool
I had four gins and tonic, two beers and I was feeling rather drunk it was probably the heat as well,
But I had another couple of gins,
I was feeling rather drunk so I decided to go up to the hotel room
Once inside my room I was in the toilet throwing up inside the toilet
I was having a shower afterwards, drinking water
I don’t know why but I took my bikini off and I was lying on my bed naked
It was a while longer when I got woken up with my phone ringing it was my mum saying that they were going to stay out for this show, so they wouldn’t be back until early hours in the morning,
I was feeling still drunk but I decided to get dressed putting a bra pants dress on I decided to go to the restaurant across the road from the hotel
I was sitting there at the table having a meal having more drinks,
I was feeling rather drunk again but I don’t know why I didn’t go back instead i went to another bar down the road next to the beach
I was sitting at this table
Just ordered a glass of beer when a guy came over and sat down at the table with me he’s asking me this and that, different things but I really couldn’t understand what he was saying he couldn’t speak good English if being honest
But we were sitting there trying to talk to each other I was feeling worse than before
I was trying to tell him that I was going back to the hotel
He’s saying that we should take a walk on the beach
I don’t know what I was thinking or not thinking but I ended up going down to the beach with him
We were behind this pile of sun loungers that was piled up on the beach
I’m sitting on the sand he’s standing with his back against the sun loungers,
He’s got his penis out and he’s got his hands on my head pulling it towards his penis
I don’t know what happened but next thing I know I’ve got my mouth going down around on it as he’s pushing pulling my head backwards and forwards on it
It was disgusting
This warm gooey lumpy stuff was in my mouth I’m trying not to gag as he’s still pushing himself further into my mouth
He’s just holding me there
I’ve got my mouth down right on it his balls right against my chin
It was almost down my throat
I’m pulling myself away spitting it out trying not to be sick
I had swallowed some but I wasn’t going to swallow it all
It was really horrible I really didn’t like it
He’s looking at me as I’m spitting it out just watching me
He’s got me lying down on the sand as he’s lying down on top of me
He’s pulling my knickers to the side and down on my thighs
I don’t know why but I was just lying there letting him
He’s got his hands on my shoulders pulling me down as I can feel it going up inside me
It was bloody agony really sore
He’s moving himself up and down on top of me
I’m just lying there looking up at the star’s I didn’t know what to do as he was humping me it was over really quick
It was a couple of minutes later he’s stopped he’s just lying on me before he’s pulling it out
I could actually feel it running down under my bum as I was lying there
I got up he’s already standing there looking at me saying thanks as he’s walking away in the opposite direction to me
I’m wiping myself between my legs it feels really warm sticky
I’m back at the hotel room
I’ve taken my knickers off they have blood over them, I’m in the shower washing myself it feels really sore down between my legs
I’ve brushed my teeth for ages using mouthwash constantly
I swear I can still taste it to this day it was absolutely disgusting
Well that’s how Ii was de flowered
