My balls dropped really late, my penis though it has hair is only 3inches when hard and thumb thick. I couldn’t bear girls laughing. So I let men in
I was convinced it was the only way I would ever have sex. I was super thin, skinny, tiny little cocklet, hair only on my head and pubes. Most of the boys in gym class called me sissy, in the showers they teased, some grabbed my cock and pulled, others would rub my ass and tease me. One guy on this day after school, when I was 14, put me in the showers and didn’t fuck me but did soap up his 8 incher and rubbed it up and down between my buttcheeks. He came, squeezed my ass and left me there. I couldn’t say I was raped, as he didn’t put it inside me or anything but I knew that everyone would know. Just like my little cock size, the first shower in gym class and even the girls at school would point and me and giggle as i walked the halls. Soon they’d all know that another guy used me to get off.
I was being teased all the time, it was unbearable. I knew no girl would go out with me, and I was younger than all them anyway. I was looking for human contact, sexual contact and when I saw a man ogling me at the mall, I let him approach me. He took me to his van on the parking lot. It was closed, no windows except in front. It was there that I had sex for the first time. He sucked me off, and I was about to leave and he held me back. I asked what he wanted and he said I had to help him out too. I sucked his cock and he blasted it all in my mouth, choking, some coming out swallowing some, he wiped up the rest with his finger and fed it to me. I thought I could then leave but he had taken my clothes and put them where I couldn’t get to them and he wasn’t letting me. “We have more to do baby” he said. I asked what and then he asked how many guys I’ve let fuck me. I told him this was the first time I did anything. “Good, I like popping new little assholes” he grinned as he said it. He laid me down and had some vaseline, he rubbed it all over his cock, then on my asshole and made me lay on my stomach while he fucked me. I was in pain for the first several minutes he kept telling me to relax and enjoy it. To tell the truth I really enjoyed when after about 20 minutes I felt him pick up his pace and then shoot his cum into my ass. It was so hot and felt so good.
I agreed to meet him at his house after school the next day. He fucked me for a year and halfway through that time after about 5 to 6 months I went to his place for a weekend, telling my parents I was with a friend camping. There were 5 other men there, and another guy in his teens. With him that was 7 cocks and I spent the weekend getting all of them up my ass multiple times. After that I knew, I was gay and taking cock in my ass and my mouth was my only way of having sex. Not the sex I wanted but sex nonetheless.
I had a curve in at the waist like a girl, I had long hair, and would sashay around the gym showers, even going in after school with the various teams were showering after practices. Soon there were three guys, all jocks who were fucking me, even taking me out on dates of one sort or another. Derrick was my fave. He had a really long, not too thick cock and it felt so good. He liked me to wear a little lipstick and he fucked me missionary mostly, even kissing me during. He was the first one with whom I actually had a dry cum while getting fucked. It was a cramping in my lower belly like I assume girls get???
So having a tiny cock, balls that were mostly useless made me turn to other men to get some sex. At least I have body to body contact, and sexual contact. I’m a gay bottom, and at 16 have now had 23 cocks use my body.