I abused and raped my 10 year old daughter while she was home sick with flu.
I have lived my life with a secret, a secret my wife, family and friends can never find out about, from the moment I started puberty I have had a strong sexual desire for very young girls.
When my wife and I had a baby, a little girl, I thought that I’d got rid of those desires because looking at her only brought forward my fatherly protective instincts and nothing more.
Then as she got older, her hair grew longer, she got taller, and suddenly those secret feelings came back.
I managed to control my urges by secretly viewing online underage pornography and masturbating to it, I am even in a private group online, a group of men who are just like me and have the same impulses and struggle to keep it hidden.
I thought I could control it, but then when Leah was 10 years old an opportunity presented itself, and I could not control it any longer, I was weak and gave in to my desires.
Leah had the flu and she was off school poorly in bed for nearly a week, the flu was pretty bad and she was on strong flu medicines and painkillers to help her through it.
My wife was taking care of her mostly but then she had no choice but to go in to work one day to finish an important project she was working on, so I had to take the day off work to look after and care for Leah.
I went in to her room in the morning, she was asleep, I wiped the flu sweats off her face and gave her some medicine, when I was changing the sheets on her bed she was only wearing a night shirt, and as she had been constantly moving in her sleep, it was raised up above her waist, and she wasn’t wearing any panties underneath and I good a full view of her little bald pussy which was covered in droplets of sweat like the rest of her body.
I could feel my heart racing as I looked at her pussy and my cock started to bulge in my pants, so I quickly pulled her nightshirt back down to cover her, finished changing her sheets, and then got our of her room fast.
I went to my bedroom and sat on the floor by my bed with my head in my hands, trying to fight my urges and get the sexual thoughts out of my head, but they wouldn’t go away.
So I went online and told the chat group what was going on in the hope that they would have some advice that could help me, but instead of helping me, they encouraged me to act on my urges…
– “If she’s on heavy meds you could do whatever you want to her and she will never know.”
– “Do it, man. She’s probably gagging for it anyway.”
– “Look at it this way. If you do it then you won’t be thinking about it anymore. Just fuck her and you’ll know what it’s like, then the next time you have the urge to do it, think about the time you had sex with her and you can jerk off with it.”
– “Give me your address. If you won’t do it, I will.”
– “If you won’t do it for yourself, do it for us. And take your camera so we can watch.”
– “Sex is the best medicine. You will cure here with your cock.”
– “Be a man and fuck that girl!”
I should have just turned it off and ignored them, but they were right, it was the perfect opportunity, in her condition, tanked up on flu meds, barely conscious, she likely wouldn’t remember anything and even if she did I could convince her she just hallucinated or something.
“Alright, guys, I’m going to do it – I’m going to do it!” I replied to them.
They convinced me to take my laptop with me so they could all watch, I took it in to her bedroom and placed it on top of her desk with the camera aimed towards the bed, “Can you all see?”
– “Perfect, mate.”
– “Aww, she’s a cutie.”
– “Wish I was there helping you.”
– “Get on with it, I’m already jerking off here.”
I peeled her thick duvet off her and then rolled up her nightshirt and took it off, she was boiling hot and covered in sweat, my wife keeps a bowl of water and a cloth next to the bed so I dipped the cloth in the water and wiped down her body with it, like I was giving her a bed bath, she opened her eyes a little, “Daddy – what are you doing?” she asked, in a semi-asleep tone.
“Just cooling you down, princess. You go back to sleep.” I replied, I dipped the cloth back in to the water, rolled it up and then placed it across her forehead to cool her head down, and then she shut her eyes and went to sleep.
I removed my clothes and go back on to the bed naked by her legs, I spread her legs a little then kneeled between them and I reached down and rubbed her pussy, it was so soft and very hot to the touch, she didn’t react or move to me molesting her, so I played with her tiny clitoris, she moaned a little but still didn’t awaken.
With my cock fully erect I gently leaned over her and turned my head to look at the laptop, “Here goes.” I said to the guys watching.
I started by just sliding my cock along her slippery young slit, I was nervous as hell, my arms and legs were shaking as the tip of my cock sank in to her slit, and then I pushed forward, after a few seconds I felt her hymen tear open and my tip stretched her tiny hole open and went inside her.
“Uuuh” she moaned and wiggled a bit on the bed.
I spent the next 10 minutes slowly and gently working my cock deeper and deeper in to her, then when I had about 3-inches of my cock inside her, I laid over her, holding myself with my elbows above her shoulders so not to squash her, she was so small, but beautiful, and her pussy felt great.
She began to moan when I started thrusting in to her, “Uh – Mm – Uhm – Uh” and scrunching up her little face, and she opened her eyes just a bit, “Daddy.” She gasped, and then she closed them again.
“Shush – Shush, Princess – It’s okay – I’m here – I’m taking care of you – Shush” I whispered.
She was covered in sweat again very quickly and her body temperature rose sharply, her body was already fighting the flu, she was weak and I knew she couldn’t take it for long, so I hurried, and thrust in to her fast and hard.
She arched her back and tilted her head back and moaned loudly and was gasping fast as I fucked her little pussy, “Uh – Uh – Uh – Uh.”
“Just a little more, Princess – Just a little more.” I said, thoroughly enjoying the tightness of her little young pussy around my cock.
A few minutes later and it was all over, I ejaculated and thrust in to her as far my cock would go, and I filled her with her daddy’s sperm.
I have tried to think of a way to describe how it felt when I came inside of her, but I can’t think of any way to say it, it is indescribable, it is the most beautiful feeling, to ejaculate inside your own baby girl is just beautiful.
I left my cock inside her for a few minutes while I kissed her small mouth and licked her face, such pretty little lips, as I was lifted myself up I licked her tiny nipples and kissed her belly, just taking in as much of her as I could so I could have loads of good memories, the memory of fucking her, the memory of what it was like to kiss her sexually, what her naked body tasted and smelt like, I just wanted to devour her.
Then I wiped her down with the wet cloth and put a clean nightshirt on her and covered her back up with the duvet and then gave her her afternoon medicine.
The guys praised me on my excellent performance, they revelled in it, some even recorded it and posted the video in the chat room to watch another day.
I did it, I finally fucked a little girl, it was my own little girl, but that just made it even more special.
I now know what it feels like to fuck such a young pussy, and it was sensational.
Do I want to do it again, hell yes I do, but I probably won’t, I got away with it that one time, I don’t want to push my luck.
At least I now can smile in the knowledge that I’ve fucked my baby-girl and I know what her pussy feels like.
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