Hi I’m Bea I’m 14 years old and recently my older brother who’s 20 forced himself onto me. Ive never been a romantic person since I’m more of an introvert and I certainly didn’t expect my brother to do anything like this to me since he’s always been kind and caring with me being there for me whenever I cry and to give me advice. This was one of those times, I went to his room crying a little bit because of some things I’m going through with one of my long time friends and he did the usual hugging and consoling me while I unloaded all my problems onto him. He had me sit in his lap with my back against him while I talked which wasn’t unusual for us but I did notice his hands were going lower on my hips and going towards in between my legs which was starting to make me nervous. I politely let him know I was getting uncomfortable and I was gonna go back to my room but he held my waist and pulled me closer into him. He told me “A girl like you doesn’t deserve to be sad, I just want to make you happy Bea” and then he started to put his hands on my thighs and spread my legs apart. My heart was pounding like crazy and I couldn’t find the courage to tell him to stop, I got really choked up hardly realizing what was happening.
He felt up my legs and started playing with the edge of my pants while he kept whispering some sweet words into my ears telling me he loved me and he was gonna take care of me. I knew he was trying to make me feel good but I was really scared still. I thought he was about to stop when he got out of bed but he just locked the door and came right back to fully undress me pulling my pants and my panties off even though I was holding them to try and prevent it while I also heard him unbuckle his belt and pull his pants down. He pinned me down on my belly by holding my arms and putting his weight on me while he rubbed his dick against me which is the part where I ended up getting excited a little. Before now the only sexual experience I’ve had was from touching myself to porn online but I could feel my brother prodding against my pussy about to take my virginity and it felt like nothing I could imagine. He didn’t take long before he pushed his length into me with a lot of force making me yell out with how bad it hurt but he clamped his hand around my mouth and apologized in my ear. At the time my parents weren’t home so I was completely alone with my brother and just had to endure the stinging pain inside me trying to hold back tears.
He stopped for what felt like forever which I assume was to let me adjust and calm down because he let go of my mouth once I stopped crying. He slowly started moving his hips again and was beginning to fuck me which I can’t deny made every inch of my pussy spark with pleasure. I couldn’t help but let out a moan which seemed to excite my brother more because he was breathing heavier and started going faster. He stopped being gentle again and started slamming into my ass while still holding me down which really began to hurt but also felt surprisingly good. Each time he moved it felt like shocks were being sent across my entire body building me up which was only slightly relieved by letting out whatever dirty noises I was making, which in turn was making me feel like I was giving in more and more. I finally felt myself go over the edge as my legs tensed up and I orgasmed but he didn’t even seem to realize since he still kept fucking me with the same amount of ferocity. I knew that what he was doing was incredibly wrong but as the pleasure of my second orgasm was coming on and he released his grip on my wrists to instead grope my chest I was leaning into the situation. I’m a little ashamed to admit that when he pulled out I almost whined but he only pulled out because he didn’t want to cum inside me and instead came on my back which I could feel stick onto my skin.
My chest still felt tight and my heart was still beating a hundred miles a minute with the both of us taking a breather but even then he still felt the need to squeeze my ass while saying all sorts of naughty things. He had me get dressed and carried me to my room and I just went along with it even though my body was feeling sore. I didn’t say a word as he tucked me in and left my room but there was a lot on my mind. I love my brother a lot but I don’t know if I like him like that, I worry he might get in trouble and worry more about the fact he might not care about getting in trouble. It’s been about a week now and he hasn’t touched me again but part of me still kinda wants him to. I catch him staring at times and I’ve even masturbated to the thought of him a couple nights. I’ve been thinking about going to tell him I want to continue what we did because I don’t want to lose my brother I still want to talk to him even if some of my vent sessions to him turn into him taking advantage of me. So I decided to post this to get some input from others even if it is a bit biased towards what I’m wanting. Please give me whatever advice!
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