this is my story. first time posting anything here, so hope you like it.
So, I saw a girl’s post here talking about something very similar to what i experienced. That encouraged me to write about my story. No, this is not fiction.
Well, I had my first phone when I was 10 because my mother was always far away from me all because of her work and she wanted to stay communicated with me, nothing very special.
The thing is, i was on the internet all day and night, and of course, that caused a lot of weird “moments”.
Some months after getting my phone, I started to talk with a guy I met, obviously, online. He was 15, 5 years older than me but honestly i didnt care at all. This guy was kind of a pervert tbh, he was always telling me how much he wanted to fuck me, put his fingers inside of me or take my virginity. I guess i was too innocent because i thought that was real love. But im not gonna lie, i was a horny brat and i responded back to him positively. He groomed me for a long time, but i cant be more grateful.
Also, for some reason i was thinking about sex EVERY TIME since i was 7 or 8, i even played with myself but that couldn’t satisfy me enough. I remember reading sex stories on my mom’s phone for a good time.
At the age of 11 I started to seek for old men attention online. Don’t ask me why ‘cause I dont even know, but I love them. The only thing i wanted (and i still want) was being fucked hardly by one. Maybe is because i dont have a dad and they gave me the attention i didnt have as a kid. (you can laugh)
I developed a rape kink, like, someone using you against your will, violating you hard and good? sounds exciting to me.
I remember this 28 yo guy flirting and being horny with me when I was 12, he touched me in places he shouldn’t. I liked it. I really really really liked it. He even tried to play with my pussy one time, but i was kinda scared and told him to stop. I guess i dont have to mention that i completely regret it.
I just turned 17 and nothing has changed, honestly. Maybe I’m not so young anymore, but I hope i’ll get what i want soon. ^_^
