Ashamed to say I have been getting hard 4 little girls
Normal straight guy here 40 yrs old engaged to be married to a wonderful woman but ashamed to say for the last year I have been getting off to little girls and am so obsessed. When I fuck my fiance I think of little girls. It started when I was at my boss’s pool party and his daughters both like 10-12 were running around in front of me in the skimpiest adult like bikinis I mean like thongs and I found myself staring so much so I consciously had to stop myself for fear of being seen. I had never been into young girls or thought about them in a sexual way before that day. At the party my boss said jokingly ‘don’t be checking out my wife’s ass in her bikini’ I laughed and thought to myself I won’t I am too bust lusting after your daughters.
I was pretty normal but those two awakened something in me. They were like Viagra, I was so hard. I excused myself to the bathroom and jerked off. While I was in there I raided the hamper and found a couple pairs of their dirty panties and stole them. Now I keep them in a zip lock bag to lick and sniff when I can. Since then I added my niece’s panties and my neighbor’s daughter’s panties. A few weeks back while over at my sister’s, my niece sat on my lap and I instantly got hard so hard I came. Luckily she’s too young to know what was happening but I am sure she felt my hard dick pushing against her tiny ass. When I go to the beach I wear sunglasses so I can look at the young asses and tiny tits. Then this weekend my girlfriend and I were watching a movie and there was a hot younger girl in it and my girlfriend turned to me and said ‘she’s really cute’. I almost came instantly. I was so turned on because now I am wondering if my fiance is into young girls too. Not something I can easily bring up. I didn’t ask her what she meant because I didn’t want to make her uncomfortable if it was innocent and I didn’t want to sound like a perv, but how else could she have meant it? She saw what I saw a young girl in a bikini prancing around and said ‘she’s really cute’. Still giving it time, but fucked my fiance hard that night fantasizing about a young girl sitting on her face. I feel like such a perv but can’t stop
