I got the courage to write about my attraction to older men and this is a real story and this is my first time writing on here
Im currently 14 years old but I am starting this story when i was 10. My dad is not a part of my life and my mom enjoys going out almost every day. When I turned 10 my mom gave me a phone to keep in touch with me while she went out with her boyfriends. with no parents and home alone I found myself browsing the internet on my phone, then it lead me go having conversations with older men on chatting websites. I was groomed alot but i actually liked it. I liked the attention and all the love i got from them and once i got comfortable with a older guy i would start sending nude photos of myself and videos to them if they asked. nothing bad ever happened until this one guy blackmailed me and i got scared for a while . Even then that still didn’t stop me from liking older men. once i turned 11 i would dress with more revealing stuff with skirts and fish nets and crop tops and i would take the bus every Monday and Thursdays to go places and one day this older man sat next to me and he was really really hot. i was really shy but he started the conversation and we had a really good conversation and i opened up
to him. told him alot of stuff about me and when i went to the buses so every Monday and Thursdays he would be there and sat next to me. every day we sat next to eachother he would get more comfortable like he would start putting his hand on my thigh and rubbed my thigh. i pretended not to notice it but i really really enjoyed it so one day i was getting really to go on the bus and i left without a bra and when he saw me i knew he noticed. we talked as usual and he was being so touchy i really really loved it he had his whole hand under my skirt and i would be more focused on where he was touching me then what he was saying. i would try to get his hand closer and opened my legs more. he noticed i liked it so he rubbed my private and it felt so good! then one day i went to the bus without any panties and he noticed so quickly and began rubbing me and omg! i was trying to cover my face and sounds but i think people still noticed but he only rubbed
my clit. he did it more after that but never more 🙁 and i dont see him that often anymore but i really wish we could’ve done more. we couldn’t really do much more than that since theres alot of people on the bus but i really want an older guy to take my virginity. im now 14 and i still let older men grope me and i still talk to some on websites but they are really lame and i want someone in person you know?
