I had to become cuck for my wife to save our marriage .
It all began in 2017 when I (akash) met a girl (Anushka) in the gym , I was 26 and she was 27 . Despite her being older than me we started dating , and within a year I proposed to her , and luckily she said yes. We convinced our parents and got married in 2018 . Anushka works in a company which is quite known , I can’t say the name of the company and I too work in one of the biggest firm in India. We were really happy ,we regularly went on a date , sex was pretty decent. We knew so much about each other . Like I knew she has a huge crush on Idris Elba, Michael b Jordan . I didn’t think about it much. But I did noticed few things like whenever we watched a movie with either of them in , she would initialise sex and would only lemme fuck her in doggy . And tbh I didn’t mind it as I too sometimes fuck her thinking she was one of my celebrity crush.
Fast forward to 2023 , it was July when Anushka came home one night and told me that she has to go to USA for 3 months for her job . I told her that 3 months apart isn’t really best for us. She told me she has to because it’s really important and that her boss won’t take no for an answer, I eventually got onboard with the idea of her going to USA for 3 months. She left on September 16th, during first week we used to talk regularly, but due to time difference it was difficult for both of us .
During these 3 months I got pretty lonely and I couldn’t meet my parents cause the lived in different city . So instead I went to live with Anushka family for few days . Anushka has both mom and dad , she also has little sister who was 19 at that time. I am ashamed to say but while I lived with them , something horrible happened which will be discussed later .
So after 3 months , Anushka came to india, I went to pick her up , and brought her to our home . I suggested that we fuck , but she was jet lagged. I let her sleep while I did my work. Days went by and things were different between us , like during sex her position looked more evolved, she doesn’t moan as much as she used to . It looked like that she was just fucking me cause she had to. I thought it was just a phase .
She hadn’t unpacked her bags , so I thought while she was busy I could maybe unpack her bags for her. I opened her bags and noticed few things like , when she left she had packed around 9-10 panties with her , but now she only had 3 of those 9-10 panties and rest were new, and those old 3 panties were torn and had holes in them . Also those new panties were different, like before she used to wear panties that used to cover her whole ass, but these new panties couldn’t even cover half of her ass. She even bought some new bras and dresses .I thought it was hot I pulled out my dick and started wanking while I was sniffing her panties , she came in and saw me doing this , she laughed and I was startled. She told me to lay straight on the bed , and then she gave my blowjob , which was completely different than the blowjob she used to give me before usa .
I started noticing more weird things like the one I mentioned before about her wanting to fuck whenever she saw idris Elba and Michael b Jordan. But now she doesn’t wanna fuck anymore instead makes me eat her ass , and tbh I didnt have a problem with it . Few days later we were invited to a party in her company, we both went, there were so many people , everyone was talking to someone. But that night I found out something that made me so angry, lemme tell you what it was , as I mentioned before that I had concerns about her leaving for usa , I didn’t want her to ask it would create problems for us and she had told me that she has to cause of the job and her boss wont take no for an answer ,well it turns out her boss hadn’t forced her to go to USA infact she was the one who volunteered.
On the way back to home , I was confused that why would she lie to me. I was getting suspicious, I started looking for clues , and one day while she was busy I picked up her phone and looked through it , I couldn’t find anything until there was an hidden folder. And when I opened it there were hundreds of photos and videos of her naked with men , to be specific black men . I looked at each and every photo . There were so many photos of her giving blowjob ,eating ass of black men , in doggy style , on a couch , on a kitchen counter, bathroom, anal,etc . And there was few videos and photos of her with 2 black men . When I saw her eating that black man’s ass I was so bothered cause whenever I told her to eat my ass , she would avoid eating my ass . Then I looked at some videos and they were mostly of her and 2 black men , that’s when I found out why her panties were torn , it turns out she had quite brutal threesome, they torn everything she was wearing. They were being pretty hard , they were tossing her to each other they even slapped her hard. Which I remembered when one day I was talking to her on face time , her lips were swollen, but she had told me that she slipped in the bathroom. When that man ripped her jeans very easily , she looked like helpless animal. I noticed that I was hard as rock .
I quickly transferred all those videos and photos to my phone and proceeded to watch the rest of thing. I watched all of the videos and photos, there were total 47 different mentality , 3 were white and rest were black . I kept scrolling through the photos thinking why would she do that to me , and in all of those photos she was even scared or sad , she was happy . Then I noticed that my hard dick is not even 1/3rd of their dick , even white men had dick 3-4 times the size of my dick .
All of those men were way different than each other , one man was so big he looked like biggie , he was fat and huge . When Anushka was sitting on his dick she looked like little girl on top of him . Even in doggy style she looked so small compared to him. And one man was tiny like Kevin hart. The only reason she fucked all of them was cause they had huge dick . And for them Anushka was piece of trash .
I thought that total 47 days she had sex in 3 months . But then I saw that some men were seen again in different video and clothes , which basically meant that they had sex on multiple days . To which I concluded that in 3 months there were 59 days where she was fucked by them . In so many videos she was moaning ” fuck me harder nigger” and some more phrases with the word niggers. Those black men were enjoying it but they were also treating her like whore . I started jerking off to her photos and video while I was crying,I ejaculated within a minute.
I wanted to confront her , but then I remembered about the incident that happened at her parents house when I was there . It was after 2 months ansuhka had left for usa . I went there for week , food was good , I was actually enjoying my time , her parents are old .only properly I had was her sister , her sister only wears short clothes . Her shorts are like panties and she wears tight tank top and no bra , you can clearly see her tits. I wasn’t that bothered by it and I didn’t have any sexual thought about her . Until the 3rd day she was wearing white tank top and as usual you could see her tits pointing out , but this time I could see her areola which were big , even bigger than Anushka . And sexual thoughts about my 19 year old sister in law began . For remaining days , every night I would go to the laundry room and take her panties and come back to my room . Where I would jerk off to her dirty panties for hours. On my second last day I had actually taken sick day , my in laws had went somewhere. I woke up noone was there , except sis in law . I sat next to her saw her hot body got boner , thought of going to my room to jerk off . But when I got up my bulge was big and she saw that , I pretended like nothing happened and went to my room . Removed my shorts and started jerking off . But my pubes were huge and bothering me , I thought it was time for trimming, I went to the bathroom, there wasnt any trimmer , I went to the common bathroom , which was next to kitchen. Luckily there was one trimmer, I got completely naked and started trimming my pubes , I was trying to get the hairs from under my balls , which was challenging.
One thing I didn’t know that the lock in the door of common bathroom was broken , Lil sis in law opened the door and saw me holding my balls with one hand and trimmer on my other hand and my semi hard dick . She laughed, while I told her to get out while stuttering. She asked if I need any help , and I don’t know why I couldn’t either agree or deny . For few seconds I just kept saying “ummmmm”. Until I said “sure” , she walked towards me , took the trimmer from my hands and got on her knees and grabbed me balls and proceeded to trim my pubes . When she was leaning to see if she got every corner my dick touched her forehead, she just smirked and continued. My dick went from semi hard to hard as rock , I wanted to take advantage of this moment, so I asked her if she can trim my hairs from my ass,
she laughingly asked” like your asshole”.
I replied “yes “.
She said while smiling “sure, show me your hairy asshole ”
I got on the sink counter and got in the position of doggy and spread my ass cheeks. I could feel her breath on my asshole. While she was trimming my asshole her fingers kept touching my asshole , at that moment I wanted her to eat my asshole as Anushka never would have done that . She trimmed my asshole clean then it was time for the dick now . I got down she grabbed my dick with one hand and started trimming with other . Her hand were so firm , I had to control myself from ejaculating on her face. She was almost done but I came all over her face ,her eyes , her lips. I told her to finish trimming, while I caressed her hair and said” good girl” , she smiled.
I went home , and pretended nothing happened. That’s why I would have been hypocrite if I was going to confront my wife . 2 months went by , nothing bad happened things were starting to get normal . Until one day wife came home and said that their company has a vacancy in usa , and the job is permanent. I immediately said no , she kept trying to convince me and I kept denying. Then she got angry and said ” It’s best for our future”
I replied ” best for us , or for you ”
She was confused and asked ” what the fuck are you talking about ”
I didn’t want to say anything but I had to , I told her everything I knew about her getting railed by black men . We fought for hours , until she said that she’s going to USA with or without me .
She added” yes I like having sex with other men , that doesn’t mean I don’t love you , I don’t wanna leave you , I want you to come with me “.
I replied ” so I can be there with you while you fucked every other men instead of me ”
She replied ” I don’t wanna stop having sex with you , I just wanna have sex with other men . ”
She added” you can either stay here being divorced , or you can come to USA and live with me , we both love each other and it’s just sex with other men nothing else”
I angrily said ” so you want me to be a cuck”
She replied” there’s nothing wrong with it , you give me the love I need and they give me sex which you can’t give me”
I took 1 whole week to decide, and my decision was that I would go with her , cause what she said made sense to me . There’s no denying that I don’t have huge dick . We applied for visa , luckily my company has a branch In usa , so our visa was approved, We will be leaving in 2 months .
Did I make the right decision? Also I am thinking of doing something with the sis in law. You can suggest what I should do in the comments.
Also if you’re interested I could show you guys some photos .