I never had a joice. I was made into what I am.
Hi, I’m Jade. I don’t know where to begin. That’s because I don’t remember when it started.. I’m 10 and do school from the computer at home. I know my mom and dad have a lot of problems, like they drink a lot and take a lot of pills and needles. I’m starting to think it is a miracle that they are still alive. They don’t work. They live in a mobile home that Bob pays for. He pays all the bills and gets them food and whatever they need. I used to live with mommy and daddy. Bob would stop by and bring them what they needed and mommy would make me sit on Bob’s lap and she would put a blanket over us. I remember him touching me under the blanket. Sometimes he would spend the night. I had to sleep in the bed with him. He snored a lot and that kept waking me up. He liked to hug and snuggle with me. Mommy and Daddy never did. I don’t even know if they knew I was there or not most of the time. Bob brought me food and clothes and took me to tumbling and dance class.
He really enjoyed our special snuggle time, he calls it. He liked to pull my panties off of me and run his fingers along my pussy slit. I wasn’t allowed to ever talk about it. He said if anyone found out then he would go away and that meant. No place to live, no food, no tumbling or dance classes, and Mommy and Daddy would not be able to live without his help. Bob finally had me move in with him. He still takes care of mommy and daddy still and I see them once in a while, but I don’t think they know who I am. Bob gave me a really nice room, but I never use it, unless I have some friends come over for a sleepover. Bob and I sleep in our room. That is when he started to do more than just touch me.
We are like a couple when no one is around. In public all of my friends think he is my Daddy. In my bedroom I have a lot of toys and dolls and sweet little girl clothes and school uniforms even though I don’t go to school. I have a competition room filled with my medals and trophies and all my tumbling and dance costumes. In our room I have a lot of sexy outfits, lingerie, teddys, and of course toys but not the type of toys that are in my bedroom. Bob says some day when I am ready I will have his baby. I don’t know how soon he means but I hope it won’t be too soon.
I remember the first day he brought me to his house, I will never forget it. He had me up well before leaving home and then he gave me a new outfit to put on. He then took me to get my hair done and a mani pedi. I looked like I was going into a competition. He said for now I must always look my best for him. He then showed me around the house. It is very nice and the pool has 2 slides. That evening I found out that I wouldn’t be staying in my room, It was only for looks. I would be staying in our room for now on. I put on the lingerie he told me to and crawled into bed. This is the night our relationship changed. He was no longer satisfied with just foundling me. He taught me a lot since I moved in with him.
He started to like to play. He would blow on my belly and it tickled. We both laughed and had fun. Then he pulled down my panties. He moved his lips over my pussy lips and began to kiss them. It felt nice. I don’t know if I was feeling good in a sexual way or not. It just felt nice for someone to touch me gently and to want to be with me. He then kissed me all the way up to my mouth and started kissing me full on the mouth. He then slid his tongue inside, I didn’t know what to do. I tried to copy what he was doing. I don’t know if I did it well or not. Before I knew it he was lickig my pussy and it felt really really nice. I was enjoying it so much. Then all of my muscles felt like they were tightening and I wrapped my legs around his head. I tried to push his tongue deep itome and I was moaning and making some kind of funny chipmunk noises. When I was done he snuggled up to me and said. “Jade, I love you.” That was the first time I can remember anyone telling me that.
