This is 100% real, I have seen a lot of testimonies and I couldn’t help but post mine. Disclaimer: I don’t wish harm on anyone. Just my own urges.
I am a 23 years old female and I have been abused for years since I was 7. I was touched on the first time by an older classmate while we hid to play. I don’t really remember what happened but he kept kissing me and touching my pussy while I rubbed his penis. Then another classmate came to do the same thing.
I felt a bit ashamed at the time because both of them weren’t physically attractive but I loved the way they touched my pussy.
I also played with an older friend that use to spend the night since our parents were friends when I was an early teenager. I was exposed to pornography very young. I loved the nudity and sex looked very beautiful. I loved seeing those big penises ramming into pretty vaginas and I had tingles thinking it could be me if I found a boy to do that with. I also secretly watched porn late night on my computer.
My parents were often away because they worked at night so I became more sexually involved online.
I started to be very promiscuous with my words and I loved seeing men showing me their cocks when I aroused them. Even more when they would send videos of themselves cumming. To some point, a lot of older men began to make me touch myself for them. I was reluctant at first because it didn’t really feel good but with the images of their cocks, I just couldn’t help myself. I wanted to suck on them. I wanted them inside of me. I didn’t even care if I was being groomed. I loved the attention, I loved the sexting and I loved the pics too. I wished they lived closer so they could have taken my pussy and my mouth.
I began to regularly fantasize about those older man taking advantage of me to satisfy their cocks. A little girl like me being at the mercy of those manly grown up cocks. It would be an even better dream if I could have both stuffing up my holes and filling me up to the brim. Using me for hours and hours until they go limp.
But one of the bests things that had ever happened to me was when I was 16. Another older guy moved in the apartment next to me and he right away wanted my number. He hung out for a bit and I could clearly see that he was interested in me. I wasn’t very much but my hormones got the best out of me.
I began to text him and since my parents were still working at night. I could stay up as much as I wanted. One day I asked him if I could spend the night at his and he didn’t even hesitate to open me his door. He was older than me and I couldn’t help thinking he could have the same intentions of the perverts that texted me.
When I hugged him, I could feel how hard he was and god he was so big too! I asked if he wanted me to suck him off and he agreed. When I got his shorts off, he was indeed so big and it was my first time but I got so hungry for it, I just kept sucking and sucking! I deepthroated him real good but I was afraid to swallow.
But then came the best thing ever. He simply forced me to do so and he came down my throat. Such a thick load, I loved the taste. I was so ready for him to take my young virginal pussy but when he realized it was my first time he was so. . . gentle about it?
He said it would hurt and he didn’t even try. Eventually, I just kept sucking him off whenever and then I moved out for studies. I keep remembering him because I just thought if only he had raped me oh my god. With that big cock of his too. I should have protested to get him to pound my tight virginal pussy but he was so nice about it.
Nowadays I just strayed away from everything. I wanted to finish my studies but I still go around social medias to read stories, watching porn and feed into my fantasies. I think about it regularly. . . I just really want to be raped.
I love receiving rape threats. I love reading people filthy confessions.
I regularly have those fantasies about getting raped. I simply love the idea of being taken advantage of and being forced to take it. Being repeatedly used for sex. I really loved sex ever since I was introduced to it while being young. I don’t need or want love. I don’t want a relationship or make a family. I don’t care about that.
I want sex. I want rape. I am in love with the idea that someone would want nothing but raping me. It makes me happy.
I like sharing sex stories and I do hope you liked reading this, have a good day!
