I dedicate this to the only one who might understand me my Daughter TARA, I made a promise to TARA that I would not leave because people was putting me down because my grammar wasn’t great, and my spelling sucked but this is different, this imy story.
My Grandpa was my everything, my whole world. Then he passed on 6, of July and my whole world crashed. I was 10
I been asked on her why my stories don’t have BJs in them, because I have a demon in my head, and when I hear BJ I have nightmares, I write on here for therapy, I created the Boggyman to try to get rid of the demon.
Like I said my Grandpa passed away and my whole world crashed. My Hell started in August I had a bully, who would make me suck his dick, some times he would beat the living dog shit out of me, some days he would beat the living dog shit out of me and make me suck his dick.
It bad enough for a girl or a woman to be raped, but for a 10 year old boy it’s alot worse. I have never ever good anyone my story until now. The first time it happened I went home Mom and Dad and my sister Chrissy saw my face it looked like raw hamburger, . Mom said who did this to you? I said nothing I knew if I did next time would be alot worse.
Me, Mom and Dad and my sister Chrissy went out looking for my bully, I guess since I wouldn’t tell them who it was, I guess they was hoping I would give of some body language, but I didn’t, the Bully even joined in the search for him.
Step came and I turned 11. And I was still getting the living dog shit beat out of me and being made to suck his dick! Then Easter break came, and I was out of school, so I would stay in my fortress of solitude, my double doors closet, I loved.my closet,. Because I could sit on the floor on one side and Mom would open up one side and I would just slide across to the other side and Mom couldn’t find me. Then one day Mom got smart she opened one side and looked in and seen me grab me by my arm. Mom said, it such a nice Spring day why don’t you go out side and get some fresh air, and Mom push me out the front door.
I wasn’t out side more than 15 minutes before the bully came up to me smiling he said, did you really think you could get away from me? Once again I was made to suck his dick, and get the living dog shit beat out of me, I go home, Mom is in the kitchen making lunch. She said, I thought I told you to go out side and get some fresh air, . Mom turns around and see my face, Mom run to the phone and calls Dad he’s not even out for 15 minutes and he comes back in and his face looks like raw hamburger.
September come and I turn 12 and yes I am still getting the living dog shit beat out of me and being made to suck his dick, now going on 2 years.
One day some Church friends come over from the Lutheran Church, there son was in judo, Ii sounded cool, so I ask Mom, if I could take judo, Mom said let . me ask your dad, I over heard them Mom, said ii might do him good at least he could defend himself against the Bully, so I got signed up for judo.
I wasn’t 2 weeks in but who should show up but.my Buliy, he said, did you really think if you learned judo who could kick my ass? Smiling at me, I walked out and dad followed me, I asked Dad if he could take me home he said why and I showed them my judo pants where I had urinated on them, he took me home I ran into the bedroom I changed and I wouldn’t have in my closet.
I rose through the judo ranks pretty fast my bully was still a white when I was a purple at 12, I went to a match and had to fight a kid who looked like Harry Potter, I threw him and he landed wrong and I heard snap, crackle,pop, he landed wrong, I looked at my bully and tight up my purple belt, and my Bully had a look on his face, that could have been me that ended 2 years of Hell that day for a 12 year old boy.
A couple years later I was 19 walking through the old neighborhood with 2 good ol boys that work for me, when I spot my Bully, I decided to confront him, I walked up to him and said, you don’t recognize me do you? He said, know I don’t.
I said take a good long look? He said, oh yeah your that kid from down the street, how about you suck my dick for old time sake
One of the boys that was with me hit him in the stomach and he double over, and he said don’t disrespect the boss like that!
I don’t know when I will be back on, TARA my baby I’m sorry about the Valentine story I will try to post the Easter egg hunt story, love you my beautiful baby.
