I pay an older woman monthly to dominate me sexually
After years of trying to persuade my frigid wife to dominate and spank me, I finally realized that it was never going to happen. I had sex with hookers on my out of town trips, but I was seldom going on trips anymore and did not know of any prostitutes in my small town. What I did run into was Mrs. P. I stumbled upon Mrs. P. on the internet. She lives just outside of the town where I live. She is 68 years old (20 years my senior) but she has led a very interesting life and is not afraid to experiment sexually. She lives on social security and a very small retirement check, and so any extra money is definitely welcome for her. When I first ran across her on the internet, I was no at all certain about us being compatible, but as I got to know her, I found out that she was certainly open to just about anything. My biggest confession to Mrs. P was that I yearn to be spanked by a dominant woman. Paddles, belts, switches, rulers, or hands….I love to be spanked. I was amazed when she didn’t run away screaming when I told her. What happened is that we eventually met in person…we hit it off…and I now pay Mrs. P a few hundred dollars every month to take care of my needs. I have now been seeing her for almost a year. She makes me wear pink panties and sometimes a bra, and she chastises me for being a “sissy.” She pulls down my panties and takes me over her knees and spanks my bottom until it is bright red. Sometimes she strips me naked and bends me over the couch or a bed and switches my butt until I am crying real tears. I have begged her many times to please let me satisfy her orally (I am into pussy worship) but so far she has only allowed me to suckle on her rather large breasts. Two months ago, I ordered a strapon dildo that was sent to her house, and she uses it on me with enthusiasm. She seems to enjoy fucking my pussy hole (as she calls it) and I always achieve orgasm when she does. Sometimes she makes me dress up in her bra and panties and once even a panty girdle and then she requires me to masturbate in front of her as she mocks me and insults the size of my penis (which really isn’t very big). It is a very small price to pay considering the amount of satisfaction that I get from our sessions, and hopefully, one day she will allow my tongue access to her pussy.